Got Your Back (An Angry Poem)
by Bryan Borland
I’m tired of being a dancing queen,
marching in disco rhythm, carrying
your loaded guns, wiping your sweat,
putting on our pretty faces with rouge
and blood. We die, too, for freedom, for the sanctity
of countries who throw stones at swinging corpses.
We will lay down our bodies on your straight-
spined backs to protect you from falling bombs
but you’d rather lose a limb
than hear a story about my husband?
Fuck you, America. Fuck your selective freedom
and your unprejudiced bullets of war.
Fuck our tender hearts for taking one
for the team, again and again. Fuck us
if we don’t take our trigger fingers and replace them
with our middle fingers the next time
our squadrons are ambushed;
may we finally decide to man-up,
to demand, to tell.
© Bryan Borland
The inspiration for this poem:
http://www.senate.gov/legislative/LIS/roll_call_lists/roll_call_vote_cfm.cfm?congress=111&session=2&vote=00238
Two things came to mind as I read your poem…the first was a poem called “Common Dust” by Georgia Douglas Johnson and the second thing that came to mind was the whole history of the Buffalo Soldiers…it seems to me that throughout history…those who have been repressed and suppressed by society have tried to ‘earn” their way into the good graces of the American Caste System via fighting for their country…of course this has never worked…so I’m surprised that the lesson has not been learned yet…ah…just a random thought my friend…a random thought.
You’re so right about the Buffalo Soldiers. I’m glad you mentioned that. History repeats until the lesson is learned.
THIS IS A GREAT POEM!!! AND I FEEL IT 100%!!!!
I hear ya, Chuck. Thanks for reading.
Hi bryan what a strong poem, I did liked it. I am glad to be able to catch up with your stuff once again.
Let me tell you about an interesting coincidence, there is a guy who is called patrick dugan, who got to know my blog thanks to you. To tell the long story short, we just started working together in the same company, 2 day ago, isn’t it a hughe coincidence?
Anyway take care pretty
Mariana! I love it when you pay me visits. Are you and Patrick sharing a secret office relationship? Are you going to have a lovechild?
I think that’s fantastic.
You crack me up Bryan. Thank god I am not having an affair with patrick, I guess he would have to have a sex change opperation for me to consider doing it.
(jep)
Well put. I’m also angst ridden for foreigners serving in our military who would have been given a path to citizenship if the bill had passed.
Ugh. I could only focus on one injustice at a time. I’m sick about all of it.
Catching up with you, only to find we walk the same path of feeling once again. Tel is right, if only those do what those have promised, and more.
Saw your NYC post and photos. I was with you in thought (but I did have to come back to the body, hubby and son were tired of carrying a zombie around Spain).
And I was with you in thought in Spain, my dear. I enjoyed your Facebook phallic symbol!
powerful bryan, powerful
and not less strong.
fuck you america, O
i can hear it read, i can feel the rage. damn very god one.
Dhyan,
I saw those words with a heavy heart – and to show how STUPID this law of don’t ask/don’t tell is. The rage is real.
I had no doubt at it at all..
i wish to hear you read it. i thought about Ginsberg reading America.
in 2nd thought, it is almost a shame you didn’t made a vlog of it straight (lol) away. as rage tends to vapour a bit.
You’re right about it being more of a spoken word poem – and just for you I’ll record audio of it soon.
You’re the puppet master – just pull my strings!
i am really looking forward for it…
(i hope you keep some of that rage
Hello young man. As you know, there is a very entrenched anti-gay sentiment amongst the service members themselves. Did you watch or happen to read Generation Kill? It will take more than an act of congress to change the culture. Will it change? You bet. Kids of this generation see sexual choices on television, in schools, and even within their friend circles. It’s not a big deal to them — they don’t have to gain tolerance, it’s their way of life. This will eventually bleed into the military.
This truly should be a vlog poem — tight and full of anger. Great poem.
Pearl
Hi Pearl,
I think the military gets a bad rap. I think like in most areas, what you encounter is mixed bag of acceptance, with most of the bias against homosexuality showing in groups of guys who get into pissing contests. I refuse to believe that our big, bad army men are worried about getting their asses pinched.
I blame the politicians, not the men and women on the ground.
Hi back…
It’s not about getting asses pinched. Listen to this morning’s NPR Story Corps… a Marine “told” and quit because he feared for his life. You need to understand the current warrior mentality. If you haven’t seen it, rent Generation Kill. My son was there and he says it’s as real as reality gets. But again, eventually this will change — it works fine for the Israelis who are as tough as they come.
If our most disciplined men turn killer on their own just like that, then we’ve got bigger problems.
Also, I don’t buy that the law is in place for the protection of gay people. We’re big boys and girls. If we can go to war, we can watch our own backs.
The law isn’t in place for protection; it’s an attempt at producing equality. The combat portions of our military are trained to kill. It’s a brainwashing process that knocks you down and rebuilds from the ground up. No one, I believe, can kill without forever being changed (except psychopaths and sociopaths) and thus comes PTSD. Do you know what fragging is? It’s happened in every war, even the current ones. I’m not defending anything or anybody here, not even my son. I’m just saying there is a certain percentage of people that believe letting gays serve will weaken the warrior culture — but again, the Israelis prove this wrong.
Like any social change, it will be slow, painful, and never perfect.
don’t throw israelies inside please. our army is same like any other army. i have never heard about a rule saying a gay cannot serve. but in combat unites – sorry. it will not do. not to say there are no gays serving in combat unites, or even being officers. i know few. but on the daily level – sorry. it will not work.
Great work Bryan. You get to the heart of it and that last line is a killer! It is shocking that the army, a federal entity, is still allowed to have this level of discrimination!
Word, Carty. Let’s march together!
Very nice piece of writing, Bryan. Excellent.
Thank you Mr. Russell.
It seems everyone has said what needs to be said here…
So I will add only a simple….
Bravo!
Thanks B!
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