The Book of Bradley

by Bryan Borland

I will never be a father or an older brother
but that day I was both, a high school junior
giving the keys to you, barely 13, barely tall enough

to see over the dash of my Ford Mustang. You would

have been fine on those country backroads
had the sheriff not appeared in the rearview,

had you not lifted your foot and slowed to a crawl,

had you not been a highway toddler in irresponsible care,
then blue lights, of course, and we died together

as he walked to the driver’s side, ticket pad in hand,

but when he saw you he laughed and said
don’t let cops scare you, boy.

We tell this story over beers

on your 27th birthday. I am 31.
You have your beard and guitar. I have

my husband. I have never loved you more

than this moment. I have never better understood
what I’ve missed,
what I’ve had.

© Bryan Borland