Moving Target 002 – Learning Italian and an Adam Revision
More roadside fun, yo. Enjoy.
More roadside fun, yo. Enjoy.
Springtime and Arkansas go together like warm and cold air masses in the jet stream, and the result usually involves me crawling back into the closet with multiple cats and a gin and tonic while either a tornado or a train shakes the house (since we live next to railroad tracks, one can never be sure which is the culprit). This April has been extra volatile if one measures on the basis of the amount of alcohol I’ve ingested.
That said, I’m looking forward to a couple of forthcoming trips which will allow me to flee the Arkansas weather, though, in the case of at least one of my destinations, I will likely increase my dependence on cocktails. From May 12 – May 15, I’ll be in the Big Easy for Saints and Sinners, where I’ll be participating in a couple of panels. The first occurs on Saturday, May 14, at 2:30 PM, and is titled, “Well Versed: Poetry Discussions and Readings.” Moderated by one of my favorite poets (an upcoming Assaracus-featured poet), Jeff Mann, I’ll be in the company of Sally Bellerose, Michael Montlack, and Brad Richard. By the time the second panel, “Sudden Exposure: The Write to Market” rolls around on Sunday at 2:30 PM, I’m sure I’ll look like I’ve been in New Orleans for several days. The marketing panel will include David Pratt, Cecilia Tan, and Lara Zielinsky; and our moderator: will be Michele Karlsberg.
Then on June 23-25, the tour bus takes me to the Atlanta Queer Literary Festival. It is an honor to be one of the keynote speakers for this well-organized and well-promoted event, and I’m going to talk about how poetry gave me mouth-to-mouth resuscitation (and slipped me the tongue), the creation of SRP, why Assaracus is important, and why a queen would open the equivalent of a Tower Records in the kingdom of iTunes. I might also take a minute to stalk Miss NeNe Leakes of The Real Housewives of Atlanta.
In other news, the submission period for SRP is open through June 1. The current submission period for Assaracus is open through the end of May, as well. We have some exciting things in store for our readers, including a special issue of Assaracus subtitled “Lady Business,” which will focus on the work of ten lesbian poets (watch for a call for submissions for that issue later this week). Speaking of women, yesterday my bulk order of our first full-length collection by a female poet arrived. Voices Through Skin by Theresa Senato Edwards is a powerful book of poetry that absolutely shatters our glass ceiling. Voices Through Skin hits the bookshelves on June 1st. Also look for strong work from Loria Taylor (SOB), Jessie Carty (Fat Girl), and Saeed Jones (When the Only Light is Fire) in the coming months, as well as a massive project from the magical hands of Kevin Simmonds called COLLECTIVE brightness: LGBTIQ Poets on Faith, Religion & Spirituality. All that, and the third and fourth issues of Assaracus are going to rock the house. Our journal, which has been subscribed to by places like Brown, SUNY, and Cornell, is reaching into the guts of America and taking poetry to the people. I can’t thank the Assaracus poets enough, and (here’s some more breaking news) the likelihood of a college campus tour of Assaracus poets in the future is growing stronger.
If you haven’t checked out already-released SRP books by Steven Reigns (Inheritance), Raymond Luczak (Road Work Ahead), and Ocean Voung (Burnings), then I encourage you to do so. And more than encourage you, I’ll also give you a 10% discount from the SRP online store if you enter the code BLOG at checkout. Also watch for a newly-designed My Life as Adam in the next week or so. We wanted to revamp it a bit to make it uniform to the rest of the SRP titles. I also added a few new poems to the book – pieces I wrote after the book went to press that felt at home with the original Adam set. The cover still features art by my newly-married pal Seth Ruggles Hiler, but the back and spine have enjoyed a makeover.
As for my own writing, I’m still chugging along. I’m working on a novel that explores the impact of a son’s enlistment in the military during wartime on a family from Troy, Alabama. The characters are real to me now, and I don’t have much say in where the story goes. I’m an observer. We’ll see what happens with the family and the project. Oh yeah. I’m writing a few poems here and there, too.
So… if you are near New Orleans or Atlanta and can make it out Saints and Sinners or the Atlanta Queer Literary Festival, come on and track me down. We’ll hang. We’ll party. We’ll gossip. If you’re on the other side of the country or the other side of the globe, have a gin and tonic in the closet for me. But don’t stay too long. I think I’ve spent enough time there for all of us.
Always appreciative,
Bryan
Thanks to my buddy, Reggie Koch, who brought his mad filming skills to the front row, my Arkansas Literary Festival Pub or Perish reading was captured on video. I’ll be honest. I haven’t watched the entire thing yet, because it’s sort of strange to watch oneself on stage. Shout out to Chris, Loria, Wayne, LaMar, Alana, Gene, Diane, Gayathiri, and Rozanne for coming out and cheerleading. And thanks to the folks who kept the gin and tonics flowing.
The highlight of the night for me was seeing Malek Asfeer’s debut reading on American soil. This kid is 19 and seeking asylum from Saudi Arabia. Long story short: he died when he was 12. Came back to life with his spirituality drained; he’d seen no God. When he spoke of his experience, he became the victim of terrible brutality. Saturday night, he read his poems in Arabic; the fantastic David Koon read them in English. Remember his name, folks. Malek is something special.
Here’s my reading:
On Monday, Raymond Luczak sent me the news that My Life as Adam had made the cut and was part of the American Library Association’s first Over the Rainbow Project list. Not only that, but it was one of only five books of poetry included on the list (shout out to Raymond, who was part of the Top 11, Julie, Cheryl and Emanuel!).
Because it’s a new program, let me break it down. From its website:
The Over the Rainbow Project is an expansion of the highly successful Rainbow Project. Over the Rainbow is administered by an ad hoc committee of the Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Transgendered Round Table (GLBTRT) of the American Library Association (ALA). Over the Rainbow Books is a bibliography that reflects the LGBT experience and is meant for general adult readers. Each year, the group will publish a bibliography of recommended books for general readership. The committee charge is to create a bibliography of books that exhibit commendable literary quality and significant authentic LGBT content for adults over age 18.
I want to take this opportunity to thank the American Library Association and the Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Transgendered Round Table for compiling such a list. Thank you for including My Life as Adam. I’ve said that the book could have easily been titled My Life as Bryan. It’s personal to me, and I’m humbled by and appreciative of this honor. I also want to thank the person or people who nominated My Life as Adam for consideration. Your identity is a mystery to me. The size of your heart is not.
What does this mean for My Life as Adam? More library exposure, for sure. One of the goals in writing the book was to do what Gavin Dillard’s A Day for a Lay did for me - show a kid in a dorm in Kansas that he’s not alone. If he can go to the university library and check out Adam (or any of the other books on the list), that’s a cool deal. Maybe he’ll even write a poem. Maybe he’ll submit it to SRP. Maybe he’ll end up as part of the Over the Rainbow Project. Maybe he’ll win the Pulitzer Prize.
There’s something about poetry that legitimizes an experience. We can say things through poetry that perhaps we might not be able to say in polite conversation, or to our mothers, or to the world. There is something academic to it. Something scientific. Something religious. Something outlaw. Do I believe that poetry can save us all?
Maybe.
After all, it saved me.
(PS – In celebration of the Over the Rainbow Project, you can buy My Life as Adam today through Friday via the SRP online bookshop for the library discount of 25% off, autographed!)
This Friday, MedicatedLady and I will finally read together. We’ll be doing a special revision of the poem “Fag/Hag” from My Life as Adam. It’s part of Diverse Youth for Social Change’s Big Gay Variety Show. DYSC is the young adult program associated with Center for Artistic Revolution (CAR), and the event is a fundraiser to get these kids to February’s Creating Change Conference in Minneapolis. I’ll be reading a couple of other poems as well, but the highlight will be me and MedicatedLady, together. We haven’t shared the stage since we were sophomores in high school. That unfortunate event involved ketchup, socks, and spit.
Me and MedicatedLady in front of a crowd. What could go wrong?
7:00 PM on Friday, December 10th
Unitarian Universalist Church
1818 Reservoir Road
Little Rock, AR
Tickets $8 – $15 on a sliding scale (Pay what you can afford)
I’ll also have Sibling Rivalry Press books for sale… Adam, Burnings, Fag Hag: A Scandalous Chapbook of Fabulously-Codependent Poetry, even maybe a few copies of Assaracus before it’s released to the public in January. A portion of the money made from any books I sell will go to DYSC.