Tag: Gay Poem

PILLOW BITER

One of the perks of flying economy
is the proximity to pretty young things,
Seat 12B to my 12A, barely legal
to sit so close. If married men across America
can shut their eyes and make love to Miley Cyrus,
parachuting from the Tuesday-night boredom
of their wives’ spread-legged layovers,
if cougars can prowl the bush below,
tipping lawnboys extra dollars to mow shirtless,
pardon my altitude-induced daydreams
of this Icarus who flits and darts around my heart,
who brought his pillow as a carry-on, who hugs it
from takeoff until landing, emo in his earbuds,
his waxy-drool pooling on my well-placed sleeve.

© Bryan Borland

OLD BOYFRIENDS IGNORING ME ON FACEBOOK

I wonder if it was hard
on you to make the choice
between confirm and ignore,
remembering your hard on
underneath our shared blanket.
I wouldn’t have sent
a friend request to your wife
or your father.
I wouldn’t have gushed
white flattery on your wall
or poked you
after ballpark swigs of German beer.
I was only going to tell you
you’re on page 33
and 82
but then,
you already knew that,
didn’t you?

© Bryan Borland

PORNOGRAPHY

This is what it’s like
holding your own

book: picture a mirror
held up to your face,

uncomfortably close,
painfully close,

a torturous exercise
in exceptional vanity.  Picture it

held there as you sneezed,
ugly-cried, laughed, tripped,

kissed, picked your nose.
Picture it broadcast

on the high-definition television
in your second cousin’s bedroom.

Picture a comma forgotten,
lines flubbed,

watching yourself
in something akin to pornography.

Picture a birthmark you didn’t
know was there

right on your ass,
right in the middle of the screen.

Now I know why
Brent Corrigan* doesn’t watch

his own movies.

© Bryan Borland

(*insert your favorite adult film star here.)

A BRIEF POEM INSPIRED BY MY ADORATION OF SCOTTY LAGO’S ABS

I get that
it’s an Olympic medal

but tell me that Dionysus
wouldn’t have done the same.

I have an affinity
for cute boys
doing foolish things,

myself having been
a foolish thing
a time or two.

© Bryan Borland

EARLY VALENTINE

Sixth grade stands out,
with Jay and his late-eighties hair,

the first boy in our class to discover
gels and spray and bathroom mirrors.

He was mean to me, jealous
because I was considered smarter,

because I made an appearance
on the television news

delivering the weather into homes
of the pretty little girls he loved.

I faked the results of the science experiment
that won me small-town media acclaim.

I faked the Valentine I chose for Jay that year,
Be My Friend

when I’m Yours hid in my backpack,
his name written then erased.

© Bryan Borland

*Inspired by this poem at Quid Pro Tau

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